im driving myself straight to hell of insanity.
and there are no brakes on the wheels.
when did it became so much of a question.
to whether he loves me enough.
all these nights when i had his heart.
right in the center of my palm.
then i just had to go and fall.
for it was not the fault of gravity.
but me.
stupid me.
foolish me.
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They failed to see the fact that I, too have feelings.
Haiz.
Nvmlah.
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can you not go please?
=(
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“I’ll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night day we have spent”- tiger lily.
God I miss him already. Time really flies whenever I’m out with him .
Sigh.
Oh well it was good while it lasted. Rest assure Han, I’m going to treasure each and everything we did today.
And not forgetting, Happy 11 months to us, baby. It’s been awhile, but it’s you I still love.
6 more days till I see you….Here I go again..
Filed under: Random
I know I know. It’s the exam period right now; I should be studying my heads off right now, instead of typing this post. But heck, I really need to get this off my chest. I don’t think I can study peacefully without pouring my hearts out about this.
So just now, I was drinking a cup of hot coffee while checking my emails on my laptop. My laptop was on my lap, whereas for my coffee, I was holding it with my right hand. Then after awhile I wanted to move to another comfortable position, so I tried putting that cup of coffee near the end table beside me. Take note of the word tried here, cause’ for don’t know what reason, that instance, I can’t seem to feel to feel my fingers. My pinky fingers especially, I can’t even bend it. I lost gripped of the cup, and yep, you guessed it, some of the hot coffee spilled on my thighs.
This is not the first this has happened, the other time, I suddenly lost sense of my fingers while I was busy writing my notes. This happens so suddenly. It’s like, out of the blue, my fingers start to feel numb. I can’t continue my writing cause for that short while cause’ I’ve temporarily lost my ability to write =/
Except for Han, I never really told anyone about this before. It’s not a big deal anyway. Maybe I’m just too tired. Exams are just around the corner you know. Speaking of which, whoever invents these exams should be smack on his/ her head. Why oh why did they invent examinations. Like no use like that, right?
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I’ve never missed someone as much as I miss you, baby.
Come home soon please.
=’(
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Yes. That’s how much i miss your presence, boy.
