We’ll skip the goodbyes.

That’s us when we’re in sem 1.

We were damn close, I tell you. I was’t that close to Hafiidz yet. I was closer to Eden. Ahem. Heh. I look so different.

But really, look at me, I really have changed haven’t i? I’m no longer the person I was once. A good transition? I don’t know. I kind of miss the old me. I’m no longer that witty old Rad. Back then., I can easily strike up a conversation. No I’m not bragging, but really, I used to talk a lot. I was really hyper, jumped around. Laughed a lot, bully people a lot, crapped a lot. If you don’t believe me, you can ask Eden.

But now, it’s a different story. I’m totally the opposite. I barely talk. I rarely strike a conversation. When I meet new people, I need some time to warm up before I can loosen up and talk to them. That’s why I don’t usually give people a good first impression. They often mistook me for someone who is full of attitude and cold. I’m not. I just need warm- ups.

I’m no longer good at maintaining friendship either. To date, I think I’ve lost quite a number of friends. Mostly guys. God forbids, but i’m beginning to lose Jup and co. too. I’m really not close to them anymore. I just don’t know how to be comfortable around them. In other words, I’ve lost my “touch”. You know how sucky it feels like when your good friends no longer calls you down when they are out together? Yuh, that kind of feeling. But luckily, my relationship with them hasn’t reach that extend yet. We’re still cool, but not as cool as before.

Then again, I still have them. What more can I ask for, right?

 P.S: Happy fasting people. Later dah rayer, don’t forget to ask me out hor =D