Filed under: Random
I’m doing a research on menopause right now.
My mum has been extra grouchy lately.
So yep, just in case you know…..
Edit// Research done liao. She’s having perimenopause Oh no wonder lahhhh. Extra screaming lately =x
Filed under: inner thoughts
It’s becoming a vicious cycle, of which I’m still afraid of. Maybe perhaps, just perhaps, there’s no place in this world for old lovers. Just new lovers and lovers who manage to walk right through time. Oh well, life can be such an ass some time. So, who are we to say anything.
On another note, exams are over, and I can’t wait to embrace the holidays. But until I have some ka-chings inside my wallet, I shall not be too happy. Cause’ seriously I’m this close to becoming a self-proclaimed bankrupt. Pfftt.
Filed under: inner thoughts
Healing love songs really do wonders to my life.
I’m healing, healing this heart again.
And happy 1 year 5 months to our shadows from the past.
We might already be dead, but you, you will forever be in this heart of mine.
Filed under: Random
Put those drama aside, today’s paper will be held at sports hall.
Oh god,i’m having sweaty palms out of sudden.
No words from you one whole week, and to think the reason is that youre tired. Yeah, I can understand that IF you take the effort to actually call me on the phone. I dont care if its just one phone call, I dont care if its a short talk. Just a sign from you will do. But nooooo, not even a single phone call. Not even an sms from you. You know how super paranoid ive become? I was so scared that something bad happened to you. And worse, i’m scared that youre hospitalized and Im the last one to know. Outstanding phone bills? Theres such as thing as public phones isnt it? And ourh, theres friendster you know.You can always contact me there. Oh pity, maybe perhaps youre too tired to even type a word?
Im showing you a side of me that you have seen three years ago, haiqal. Anger. Youre pissed? So I am. You thought you did nothing? Think again sweets. Cause you already did something that is to ignore me. Then again, ignorance has always been bliss. Im not exactly at my blissful moment right now, but yes, Ive accepted the fact that I tend to be ignored. And worse, I actually called your house to check whether youre still alive or not. Your mum picked up the phone. And I found out from her that youre at home. Can you imagine how embarrassing is it for me? Never in my life have I ever call a mans house just to find out that hes alive and that hes just ignoring me?
i’m not a fool to run under someone’s shoe who apparently doesn’t know what she wants I dont know what I want? I wanted to give you an explanation, but who was the one whos too tired to hear me out? Me eh? I was the one who ignore people for one whole week? Yeah, its my fault per. And maybe I shall turn the table around and say this. Im not a fool to run under someones shoe who apparently dont know how to appreciate people. Yeah, thats it. So how. Want us to MIA for three years again? Or do you want to change the situation by talking things out? Its in your hands, haiqal.
Edit// I’m just so freaking tired of all these.
Filed under: Random
Batman always comes down my house at the wrong timing. Like right now, he’s in my living room, talking to my nenek. Whereas for me, I’m stuck in my room, with my face mask still on. I can’t wash it cause’ in order for me to wash it, I need to go to toilet. In order for me to go to the toilet, I need to walk past the living room. I cant possibly walk to past the living room looking like this right? And my stomach is grumbling right now. Haiyaaaaaa.
I’m done.You can have him.
You can have all of him.
I’m no longer fighting, nor am I still waiting for him.
He already showed me what kind of a person he is by disappearing on me.
And I don’t want to leave myself hanging again by waiting for him.
I mean nothing to him, babe.
Whatever we shared weeks ago, I bet it’s just an act of rebound.
I’m just a figment of his past, and it will forever be this way….
I don’t know where he is right now.
Neither do I know what he is doing now.
So please stop asking me all these questions
My mind is already cloudy enough, I don’t need more stuffs to further make it cloudy.
And stop using me to get back to him.
I’ve been made an object all these while, and I don’t want to be “use” again.
Thank you. You know who you are.
Filed under: Random
I really really want to watch this.
Somebody watch this with me, please?
Filed under: love
They forget all about me once they get the flowers. See lah. A day after valentine’s day, I’m not only the one who gave those flowers, I was also their camera woman. Thanks eh korang. Heh.
Filed under: Random
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8312558074382407564&hl=en
Watch this.
The ending of the video is the most heart wrenching of all =/
Watch this too.
http://video.google.de/videoplay?docid=2266503394639428530&hl=de
It’s rather disturbing.
Those who are afraid of blood, please do not watch it.
You’ll end up vomiting like me. =S
