Filed under: family
So my dad cancelled his operation at the very last minute. I didn’t know about it till late last night. We talked and he told me that the stone was too near his kidney. In other words, if he carries on with the operation, it will be a really risky one. A relative of ours once undergo the same procedure, he ended up having to go for dialysis every week. My dad doesn’t want the same thing to happen to him. That’s why he cancelled it off. Now, he’s eating this traditional medicine recommend to him by a relative of ours.
Like I say in the previous post, I have no idea what to feel right now. Yes, there’s no more operation BUT the stone is still there. God forbids, the stone might even get bigger in time. Gahhhhh. Ok ok. *breathes in and out* No negative thoughts, rad. He will be fine. My dad will be just fine.
Edit//: I just read ain’s comment. Aah eh. I need to ask my dad on whether or not he already consults a doctor abt that traditional herb thing. Ish.
My dad will be undergoing an operation tomorrow.
And I swear I’ve never been this scared before.
Tawakal and a lot of Doas.
That’s the only thing I can do right now.
Yay, my dad’s operation is postponed. He said he wants to try out some traditional medicine first. In a month time, he will go back to hospital to have an x-ray. I don’t know whether or not this is a good thing, but I’m glad he’s not operating tomorrow. I’m just not ready for anything yet… So yep, for now, I can shrug this sadness off and start smiling again =)
Filed under: inner thoughts
Sometimes God breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our hearts to make us whole.
Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, God sends us illness so that we take better care of ourselves.
Sometimes, He takes everything away from us
so we can learn the “value” of everything he gave to us.
-anonymous
Filed under: love
Thank you F’an, for putting aside some of your time to listen,
learn and understand me.
You make me go crazy all over again
=)
While on the way to Bedok interchange just now, a girl collapsed on the bus. I didn’t know that she was actually a friend of mine (both primary school and polytechnic) until I helped her sit down. Sunken face, Bony wrist. Hollow eyes. Pale deathly face. I knew right that instance, what is she suffering of…
Ah, I’m just too dumb-strucked to say anything.
Filed under: love
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all.
=)
Filed under: Uncategorized
This post will be more of a picture post rather than a wordy post. Most of the pictures are either taken on Friday or Saturday. Friday was Muslimah Night. It was really an unforgettable night for all of us. Heh. And Saturday was our Nadi training. Both Julie and asy came down to give us a surprise. So yep, I’m too tired to type anymore. Let’s just let pictures do the talking okies?
and last but not least…
Heh =D
Filed under: Random
1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
- Nope.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- Filet O Fish. Nyum nyum
3. Are you an emotional person?
- Unfortunately yes. That’s one thing I don’t like about myself. Booooo
4. Do you like your name?
- Eh of cause.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Heh. Yes yes =)
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
- Once or twice.
7. What was the last thing you did?
- Update my blog.
8. Who is right next to you ?
- Syidah.
9. Who was the last person you ate with?
- My mummy.
10. What song are you listening to right now?
- Cinta arjuna. Gosh, I’m really in love with this song.
11. How’s the weather right now?
-Sejuk gilerrrr. Brr
12. Last person who called you today?
- No one.
14. Last song you sang?
- Cinta arjuna. Heh
15. Last time you danced?
- Friday. Good girls gone bad. Ain you knw wht I’m talking about. Lols
16. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
- Yeah. Sigh.
18. Last thing you ate?
- bread.
19. Been really depressed before?
- *read back my old blog post* Ah yes.
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
- Hahahaha. Byk kali =X
21. What time did you wake up today?
- 630 in the morning
22. Current taste?
- How I know. I don’t go ard tasting myself. Yucks
23. Who is the person that posted this
survey?
- This girl from friendster
24. What are you wearing now?
- Clothes lah. Ish
25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- Aberden. I very shy, you dunno meh?
26. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
- his eyes, eyeslashes, height, shoulder and arms. Hurhur
27.Where are you right now?
- In my school lab.
28. What date and day is it?
- 230708, wednesday
29. Did you go anywhere today?
- School. Later I’ll be off to TM. Saper nk ikot angkat tangan
30. What did you do there?
- Practically nth. Sit in lab just to make my butt bigger. Dots
31. How old are you?
- 18 going 19. I’m getting old. Shit.
33. Are you mature or immature?
- I’m mature enough to not answer ure quest. Tyvm.
34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
- er no?
35. Are you an only child?
- If only eh. I have 5 other siblings.
36. Where do you go shopping?
- almost everywhere.
37. Do you like where you work?
- How to like when I’m not even working?
38. Do you like books?
- Oh yes. I want to go library lah.
39. Do you want to get married?
- Yes. One day insya’allah
40. To whom?
- entah.
I’m tagging ain, syakir shakir, azzad & bah. Make sure korang buat ehhhhh
I woke up this morning to see the sun shining at its oddest colour. Instead of your typical blue sky, it was orange-y this morning. It’s like there’s a fire going out nearby but there’s no fire at all. Sheesh. How weird.
And yesterday, I nearly blacked out. I was in a midst of doing a split during Silat when suddenly I felt really dizzy. Like my mum always says, I suddenly “saw stars”. I quickly stopped doing my split and went into a squatting position. It’s been awhile since I had this fainting spell. The last time I had it was when I was out shopping with my family in Malaysia. Ah old story. Yesterday I was fasting you see. So most probably, I nearly fainted due to dehydration. Pfft. Weak ah rad.
