We’ll skip the goodbyes.

With the Eid fast approaching, I can’t help it but to feel really excited about celebrating this upcoming Hari Raya. Yeah, I may be too old to get green packets, but still, nothing beats spending a whole day of festivities with your own family members.

Last year, for some reason, I wasn’t really into this raya thingy. The “mood” just wasn’t there for me. But this year, well, it’s a rather different thing. New life; new priorities, and erm new boyfriend? Haha. But really, this year, I can really feel the excitement. Family problems aside, something tells me that this year’s Raya will be a much better one for me, my family and of cause F’an. Insya’allah =)

Speaking of Hari raya, I really love going to Bazaar Geylang. Sweaty, jam packed, hectic, chaotic, you name it but I still love going there. I don’t really like crowded places, but going to Geylang during Ramadhan- it’s definitely an exception for me.

I especially love going Bazaar with F’an. Every time we rode past the arrays of glimmering lights, I will jokingly tell F’an to act “jakon”(loosely transalated: act amazed). And this boy ah, he can actually layankan me by saying “wahhhhhh” all the way. Heh.

And the other day, while I was busy trying out my baju kurung in the changing room, the kakak/ saleswoman actually mistook me as F’an’s fiancée. She actually thought that we were engaged. Haha Engaged? We’re barely even three months old you know. Gosh. But still, I can’t help it but to blush. Paiseh giler seh =X

Approx a week more to go before Eid and yet there’s still a lot of house cleaning to do. Oh well, no rush no rush.

Non- serious facts:

1] Once I was helping my mum to fry some stuffs for the family when I accidentally spilled a whole lot of piping hot oil over my left fingers. As a result, three of my left fingers started to swell up and there’s *gasp* bubbles surrounding my fingers.. I swear they look like fried hotdogs. I quickly ran to the toilet and cry for my mum. Damn painful I tell you. After that incident, I was really scared that my fingers will be disfigured for life. But thanks to the Smore’s vitamin E cream, my fingers are now as good as new =D

2] I will often laugh instead of scream whenever I’m taking rides in escape theme parks. Hahaha. Seriously. Even when I’m scared, I will laugh. I just won’t scream. If you don’t believe me, you can ask batman’s younger brother. He often sit beside me whenever we’re taking rides- I will laugh like crazy whereas for him, he will scream like crazy too. Hahaha.

3] Each time someone calls me Radhi/ radh, I can’t help it but to grin. I’m not saying that I don’t like to people call me “rad”, I just prefer it when you call me radh. I have no idea why, but I just prefer that name uh. Heh. 

4] Believe it or not, I used to be an ace in Malay. I scored an A* for my PSLE, and an A1 for my Os. But now? Haiyaa. My malay hancur hancur.

5] I, along with shaf, once registered for Singapore Idol. The both of registered at the same time, and we planned to audition on the same date. We were damn semangat, you know. She came down my house to rehearse and I came to hers. I forget what song she chose to sing, but I still remembered mine. I wanted to sing because of you by Kelly C.  Cheh cheh. HAHAHA.

On the day itself, I suddenly backed out. I called shaf saying that I was sick and that I couldn’t make it for the audition. Kwang2. When the truth was, I was super scared and obviously nervous. (And I feel really bad for buih-ing her). When shaf didn’t make it to the third audition, I was there to console her. But at the same time, I was so relieved. Luckily I didn’t go for the audition because now, after about a few years later, I finally realized that I’m predestined to be a singer in the toilet ONLY. Other than that, confirm takleh make it nyerrrr.

Very serious facts Aiyaa just facts about me lah:

1] I have dreams, lots of them. But I have very little will and determination. Truthfully speaking, I actually need someone to pull me up and force me to chase after all those dreams. If not, those dreams will forever remain stagnant.

2] I can’t deny the fact that I’m a lady with very little words. It’s really noticeable when I’m hanging out in groups. But the thing is, I’m neither shy nor am I a quiet person. I’m actually quite LOUD. But whenever I’m with a group of people, I just prefer to listen rather than talk; write or typing things out instead of saying it out verbally.

3] Well, as most of you guys already know, I tend to keep things to myself. What you guys don’t know is that, I do this cause I don’t want to be misunderstood.

4] I don’t really hate people. But that doesn’t mean I can’t hate people. I can. Trust me, once you get into my bad books, there’s a big possibility that you will stay in it for a very long time.

5] I’m actually an introvert.

    Definition of introvert (taken from About.com)

Oh yeah, I’m definitely an introvert -___-“