Monthly Archives: November 2007

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome.

There’s people talking They talk about me They know my name They think they know everything But they don’t know anything About me…  I’m just so tired right now. Too much emotions at one time, can really drain everything out … Continue reading

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Current mood: melancholy.

I need a break. I need time out from all this stuffs I’m going through right now. I’m not ok, I’m seriously not ok. I’m in a state whereby everything just seems so vague and bleak. I’m easily agitated now. … Continue reading

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One more moment.

I’ve lost my glow. I just want to feel beautiful once again.  =( ……………………………………………………………….. Edit//: I seriously need to pull myself back on my feet. Due to my stupidity, I nearly killed myself today. I was alone in the house, … Continue reading

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Lost; I’m really lost right now.

First Nadiah. Then azimah.  Then Han.  Now asy???????   One by one, my love ones are leaving me.    Noooooooooooooooooooo.   Why are you guys leaving me?   You guys cant possibly hate me that much right?   =(    

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why don’t we hit restart, and pause it our favorite parts.

There comes a point in your life when you realise who matters, who never did and who won’t anymore and who always will.   First and foremost, thank you elfy. Thank you so much for talking to me just now. I … Continue reading

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The sweetest dream will never do; cause i still miss you, babe.

Woke up early in the morning, just to hear this song playing in the radio. With my eyes still half open, I started humming to this song, with flashbacks of me and Han together, through happy and bad times. those … Continue reading

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She said goodbye, too many times before.

Too tired to breathe. I’m just too tired to breathe.

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The grass is always greener on the other side.

 As tempting as it sound, I wont take the risk of hurting this love just to know what it feels like to be on the other side of the patch.I’m not thoroughly content by our current situation, but trust me, … Continue reading

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Neng Nang Neng Pong.

This post was meant to be posted on the 10th November, but all thanks to the ding dong internet connection, I have to post them a bit later. So yarh, here’s my one week ago post.  …………………………….  Today was my … Continue reading

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