Monthly Archives: January 2008

For my own use.

To do’s:  ~ find digicom book ~  (refer to point 1) if book still missing, go kill myself photocopy someone else book ~ complete digicom assignment ~ update logbook ~ complete SCS’s assignmet ~ Study for main exam..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ~ cut … Continue reading

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But if i never take this leap of faith; i’ll never know.

After much of thinking, I have finally come to a conclusion to why I actually let go of han. It’s not because I don’t love him anymore. if I don’t love him, I wont be crying and clinging on to … Continue reading

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Sometime’s goodbye is the only way.

For the best Or the worse. I don’t know. Everything change for a reason. From the smiles To frowns With all the ups and downs. Letting go is the hardest thing to do. Of the person you love the most … Continue reading

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Bleargh.

My work place called me again just now; they told me that my cheque is ready. I should be happy, isn’t it?. But the thing is, I’m not. I’m actually scared, more than ever. I haven’t been attending work for … Continue reading

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So everytime you hold me ; hold me like this is the last time.

Today might be one of the sweetest days in my entire life. And I have non other than my sweetest kambengs (shahid and shid included) to thank for. And not forgetting, you. Thank you so much for everything. You’re really … Continue reading

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It starts in my toes; makes me crinkle my nose.

I’m meeting my kambengssss tomorrow. Woohooo. I’m missing them so much, especially nad. Tomorrow oh tomorrow, please come sooner. Please please. I want to hug them so bad =(   

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Nothing interesting, really.

Tonight’s sparring wasn’t that great, but it was still rather satisfying for me since my day wasn’t at all great. I vented out my emotion towards the end of the fight with sue. I have two bruises now. One on … Continue reading

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It ends tonight.

I’ve always been a fighter. Not in physical wise, in emotional wise that is. I tend to fight for things even when it’s hanging by the thread. I will keep holding on to it, keep my full faith on it, … Continue reading

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Fix you.

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face … Continue reading

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Hehe.

Batman came down my house just now. I didn’t even greet him neither did I smile at him.  Hah. I’m still angry at him ok. He “buih-ed” me twice. On both occasion, he tertido mati. I think if bomb meletup … Continue reading

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