Monthly Archives: April 2008

All my bags are pack, I’m ready to go.

Posted on April 26, 2008 by rutroot

I don’t think I have time to post anything later on. I will for sure be busy helping out at my uncle’s wedding and then after a few hours of sleep, I will be off to the airport. That’s when … Continue reading →

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To love, it’s always to let go; now go.

Posted on April 25, 2008 by rutroot

Tickets- Check Flu vaccine- Check Visa- Check Luggage- NOT CHECK Print pictures- NOT CHECK US dollar- NOT CHECK   So I officially have 2 days left to say goodbye to my love ones. 2 days left to hug each and … Continue reading →

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Bittersweet.

Posted on April 24, 2008 by rutroot

I just had my flu vaccine just now. April said that it won’t be that painful, it’s like an ant’s bite she said. Oh boy was she wrong. It was even worse than ant’s bite. I could barely look at … Continue reading →

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Come away with me.

Posted on April 23, 2008 by rutroot

My heart is thumping really loudly right now. I’m having cold sweats and I without a doubt, have trouble stopping my body from trembling. I need a hug, just a hug from someone who truly cares. I need my kambengs. … Continue reading →

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Life’s like this.

Posted on April 21, 2008 by rutroot

It’s only the first day of  SIP and I’m already this fatigue. And the sad thing, I did nothing for the whole day. I just sat at the lab, wasting my time away with sufi. Luckily sufi proves himself to … Continue reading →

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Cause we are afterall humans.

Posted on April 19, 2008 by rutroot

I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle… But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my … Continue reading →

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Protected: Ramble ramble.

Posted on April 19, 2008 by rutroot

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Every you, every me.

Posted on April 19, 2008 by rutroot

7 things I hate doing or scare me:   – watching horror movies alone. – waking up at 2 in the morning to the sound of loud booming thunders – giving people wake up calls (hahaha) – losing my faith … Continue reading →

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Protected: You don’t even wear my chain.

Posted on April 18, 2008 by rutroot

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Still choking, barely living.

Posted on April 17, 2008 by rutroot

I’m really tempted to do so. Maybe perhaps, tonight I will. Now hush hush, world. Play pretend you see or hear nothing.

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